Is he selfish?

I met my friend down the corridor after having my size measured for the contest. I hugged her immediately as to feel good even a bit. i told her some things like he doesn't want me to find another guy yet. Somehow he still wants me to wait. i am now confused of what to think of. Will I FORGET him already or wait? Waiting is hard and may cause bitterness in time but atleast you did your part. Forgetting him might cause some regrets especially if he comes back and you'll see that he's really sincere about the attempt to make up things for you. There is also this regret that if you wait, you may be wasting your time over nothing. You may also regret the fact that you waited and you reunited with him and yet he'll going to do the same stuffs all over again. I am confused. Is he selfish? With what i can see he is not. (what will you expect? i am in love)

I want to feel good. I want to find answers.

Seeing him

I saw him a while ago. He just arrived from home. I wasn't expecting to see him after the break up but still, i took the way where i know he will pass.
By the time I saw him, I slowed down walking in order not to see him closely. He saw me and even texted me that i look a lot taller from afar.
I still want to be with him but he can't give me the chance anymore. Though painful, I understand. He needs his space and time out of the past relationship and frustrations.

I will change my number later as not to receive texts from him. We both need this. I hope after some time, things will be better not bitter. He is still replying and texting me.Moving on is hard when you still have the communication. This is my first blog post.