First Encounter with the Junior Investigators (Reflection 3)

After the discussion, our teacher gave the task sheets that she mentioned before we jumped to the presentation of the important scenes. I was excited to see who would my group mates are in making the movie clip. I was hoping that it would be my close friends.  When our teacher announced the groups, I felt disappointed because I was grouped with those whom I am not well acquainted with. But at the end, I thought that it would be a good experience because we will have to get close to each other within the process of making the project. Our teacher asked us to go in our groups and discuss our plan for the project.

The moment we gathered, I felt the urge to start the conversation with suggestion venues for the shooting. They agreed with me and they also gave recommendations which led to assigning of leaders and characters. I was chosen to play the role of the leader. I was flattered but still I felt the responsibility that I have. Karl volunteered to bring and manipulate the camera for it so happened that his uncle is involved in media and production sets. I was happy that one of us has the capability to manipulate these gadgets. Michaela told me that she would be willing to make the script in our clip. I assigned the other members to research for the needed characters and other informational necessities. 

In this meeting, I was able to get to know better my not-so-close classmates and found the assertiveness within me. What I thought was inexistent was surprisingly innate. I felt the excitement of my group mates and their willingness to cooperate could be felt. I am also happy that they also have the initiative to volunteer and the generosity to offer what they can help to contribute to the success of the project.

With this initial group discussion, I can feel that it will be a good experience.

 Sicat, Cindy P.

IV-St.John

First Encounter with the Junior Investigators

After the discussion, our teacher gave the task sheets that she mentioned before we jumped to the presentation of the important scenes. I was excited to see who would my group mates are in making the movie clip. I was hoping that it would be my close friends.  When our teacher announced the groups, I felt disappointed because I was grouped with those whom I am not well acquainted with. But at the end, I thought that it would be a good experience because we will have to get close to each other within the process of making the project. Our teacher asked us to go in our groups and discuss our plan for the project.

The moment we gathered, I felt the urge to start the conversation with suggestion venues for the shooting. They agreed with me and they also gave recommendations which led to assigning of leaders and characters. I was chosen to play the role of the leader. I was flattered but still I felt the responsibility that I have. Karl volunteered to bring and manipulate the camera for it so happened that his uncle is involved in media and production sets. I was happy that one of us has the capability to manipulate these gadgets. Michaela told me that she would be willing to make the script in our clip. I assigned the other members to research for the needed characters and other informational necessities. 

In this meeting, I was able to get to know better my not-so-close classmates and found the assertiveness within me. What I thought was inexistent was surprisingly innate. I felt the excitement of my group mates and their willingness to cooperate could be felt. I am also happy that they also have the initiative to volunteer and the generosity to offer what they can help to contribute to the success of the project.

With this initial group discussion, I can feel that it will be a good experience.

 Sicat, Cindy P.

IV-St.John

Projects: Tools for Experiences

With the discussion that was tackled in our Edigitech class, I was able to ponder on some matters that tapped into my future teaching plans.

Though the Project-based Learning approach is not a novel concept for us (except for the exact coined term for the subject matter), upon the implant and growth of the topic in the class, it sprouted with new ideas that I can utilize in my teaching endeavor.

I can still remember the nights when I stay late awake so I may finish the unending projects that the teachers tend to shower us. I often end up thinking of after the project is done that it will be rubbish right after it was graded. Some of the heavily persevered projects end up in boxes or worse, in trash bins. Good thing I keep mine. Now that I was able to take up education, I saw the light behind the darkness of the projects' burdens that they seemed to throw us.

Being a believer of John Dewey's "learning by doing" concept, projects indeed are of great help in helping the student achieve a higher degree of mastery. It can be intertwined with what the cliche "Experience is the best teacher" tells us. A person will never know how it feels to get hurt through words and books only. These will only describe and narrate but will never let you feel it. In the first place, the authors who wrote those concepts may had the writings originate from their own experiences. Once the person got personally hurt, he would have a pool of words to describe it for the core is in him already. The root is there.

Projects functions the same way. They serve to imprint the lessons by making their students spend more time with the topic regarding the project. Can you forget something that you worked hard for that easy? In almost all aspect, of course not.

Edgar Dale's cone of experience also says that people remember 90% of what they say as they do; thus, through the projects and reports, the lessons are deeply instilled in the learner's mind. Maybe because he had spent time with the topic and had with it strings of emotions as he prepared and presented it in the class, it will have a good retention in his memory. The psychomotor memory may also be injected in the cone of experience where in the person's muscles or motor skills may help in the recall of the specific learning that transpired before.

Through the discussion of Project-Based Learning Approach, the clarification of the projects' real purpose transpired. Through these projects, the cognitive, affective, social and leadership skills of the students will be cultivated and developed. A student may learn the topic, work with his groupmates, build rapport and improve his self-confidence in a simple production of a play or a movie clip done in groups. Learnings and discovery that he will experience during the process he will not experience in the four corners of the classroom. He will also be geared towards competence in different aspects as he develops his 21st century skills. He will learn of things that he won't extract from the pages of his book. He can acquire wisdom aside from the fed knowledge.

Projects can bring forth rich learning opportunities to learners. They may seem to be tedious and simply time-consuming, the benefit is simply subtle. It is happening and what it gives the students is the wisdom from knowledge aside from the skills. Projects are tools for experiences. They really are.

I hope I can fully use the particular approach after two years.

It's over. Game over.

Differentiating Love from Lust

He told me that i must not hope anymore for the love is lost. Words can't describe the pain i felt after the day I received the text message. It was damn painful to tell you. But as the week passed, there are things i realized. I was not able to love him. What I loved is the fact that he loves me. What I loved is our moments together-kissing.

Until now, I am still searching for the real meaning of love and the proper way how to.
As far as i know, love is a tie where in the emotional bond is so tight that understanding overflows. Real love loves the whole person and not the physical attributes of his/her partner while lust is more of the physical bond and what is waited for is the physical contact. Addicted to that aspect, the other person ignores the feelings of the partner and instead focuses on the desire of the flesh. This can be in the form of kissing or beyond.

I am glad we separated. Somehow I will be far away from temptation in hope that I will remain virgin until i get married to my rightful spouse.

Is he selfish?

I met my friend down the corridor after having my size measured for the contest. I hugged her immediately as to feel good even a bit. i told her some things like he doesn't want me to find another guy yet. Somehow he still wants me to wait. i am now confused of what to think of. Will I FORGET him already or wait? Waiting is hard and may cause bitterness in time but atleast you did your part. Forgetting him might cause some regrets especially if he comes back and you'll see that he's really sincere about the attempt to make up things for you. There is also this regret that if you wait, you may be wasting your time over nothing. You may also regret the fact that you waited and you reunited with him and yet he'll going to do the same stuffs all over again. I am confused. Is he selfish? With what i can see he is not. (what will you expect? i am in love)

I want to feel good. I want to find answers.

Seeing him

I saw him a while ago. He just arrived from home. I wasn't expecting to see him after the break up but still, i took the way where i know he will pass.
By the time I saw him, I slowed down walking in order not to see him closely. He saw me and even texted me that i look a lot taller from afar.
I still want to be with him but he can't give me the chance anymore. Though painful, I understand. He needs his space and time out of the past relationship and frustrations.

I will change my number later as not to receive texts from him. We both need this. I hope after some time, things will be better not bitter. He is still replying and texting me.Moving on is hard when you still have the communication. This is my first blog post.